embarrassing

i know ur crazy

cuz u listen to me.

i know ur selfish

cuz u do what

i would do-

what’s best for u.

i know u knew me,

but on a day-to-day basis

i could be anything

or anyone, so,

you don’t know

me anymore.

all you know is

i would give my life

for something, someone

I don’t believe in.

and i guess

that’s just a little

embarrassing.

fucccccxcv

here

is all

i need…

there

is all i want.

hard wired

to recall

our first

fucks, feels,

forevers…

hard wired

to resist

chasing you.